Unexpected!

When you go through life always expecting everything on a platter you can rest assured you will be disappointed. I have known people to believe that everything should just be given to them instead of working for it. I am the type of person that sees what I want and I go get it. It has taken me some time to believe in myself and find my self worth, but now that I realize this, it's amazing! I wasn't the kind of person that expected things to be handed to me, but for people to help me out. I have finally achieved this on my own. Here's an example, I found my closure on my failed marriage & I have never felt so good! I finally realized I had to be the one to make it happen instead of sitting on my butt waiting for someone to tell me it was here. Since then, I found my happiness in mostly everything I do. I feel like every door & window is opening up for me. The road ahead is hard, but with perseverance I will succeed. I love this new found identity and this is something I'm going to keep and empower myself with for the rest of my life!!!!! Change isn't so bad after all!!

It's Been Awhile

Well it's been awhile since I was last on here, not good for my grade, but I am making the effort. Alot has happened in the past couple of weeks. My poor little niece has been struck down by some unknown something, doctors are frantically working to find out what the problem is. My sister Heather, my niece's mother, is a freaking mess, I wish I could be there for her in person. My other sister Joy, is great! She has a little one too, and she is a year and a half old & is just too cute and oh so very smart. That baby wows me everytime I speak to her. My daughter is as amazing as every. I received her report card & I was so impressed with it. She made all high marks!!! Grace, my daughter, was also administered a test that is given 3 times a year all the way up to the 5 grade and she improved her already high score, so now she's above average!!! YAHOOOOOO!!!!! I am so thankful I have a child that doesn't struggle through school and have the problems as I did, it can be down right miserable!